Well another mixed start to my feelings.  Its again is very sunny and inviting so I should be out there enjoying it but just going out of the door makes me nervous.  I am going to force myself to the gym. 

I have made my appointment with the specialist, except that I have to see a specialist nurse before I can be referred on.  This appointment is on Wednesday, in the town that I work in. This makes it a little more uncomfortable as I don't want to bump into the children I teach.  However it was either that appointment or having to wait another week to go somewhere else.  No real choice there.

I have just been told that I have to attend a meeting at school on Wednesday too.  At least I had to be there.  This, of course, is making me anxious.  I just hope the next couple of days pass very quickly.   I am either going to have to be busy or hope the medication knocks me out.