Monday, 4 May 2015

I didn't write anything yesterday and it felt quite odd.  This has now become a part of my life that means a lot to me.  It is a good way to express some of what I am feeling and also seems to help my mood.  I remain hopeful that it is helping others at the same time.

I am still working hard to resolve some of the more difficult issues that are troubling me and this is causing some variations in mood, but as I have said before, I really do need a firm foundation, before I get to the point, where I can really move on.

My mind now moves to going 'back to work'. The very thought makes me nervous.   I am signed off this week and see the doctor on Thursday. Fortunately I will have the chance to see my counsellor before.  I have also had some useful, online chats, with a chap who suffers from similar problems to me.  He's a paramedic in the North West of England and has been very supportive.   

It is nice that the family are having an extra day off.  They all seem to be making the most of it, though I should imagine my daughters are buried in their revision.  Its not often I am glad I don't live with them, but I would imagine it could be quite fraught at their house.  We are going out for tea later, to say thanks to our lodger who built a new fence for us yesterday.  He certainly is a good worker, that boy.  I also would like to bring attention to a friend of mine who informed me that she could 'hide a rabbit, a pair of doves and a massive bunch of flowers' in her backside.

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