Incidents yesterday have left me feeling very empty and angry again.  I wish that I had a greater resilience to life but I am not sure any amount of medicine will give me that.  

Writing this blog has consequences, mainly good and thought provoking I hope, but it doesn't seem to be entirely that way.  It feels like I am making a positive difference, due to the kind comments I have received, but there is hostility and this is making it difficult.  I am going to have to spend today thinking about whether it is worth continuing.

Work have continued to be kind to me, leaving me to get on with the task of getting better, a fact I really appreciate.